~JeSuS, yOu ArE tHe SaViOuR oF mY sOuL!~

-a place to replace my diary... boo boo boo.. missed it!!-

Monday, September 19, 2005

went to celebrate mooncake festival with rachael roy and yu xin! had a great time with them.. i remembered yuxin told me before that she envy the kinda life that i led.. having friends ard me.. somehow i find that having friends ard u is great! but to find true friends is actually quite hard.. and i really thank God i have found some in life.. ppl who appreciate what i have done.. ppl who wont misunderstand me.. ppl who understand me even without me saying anything and ppl who know me for whom i am!! these r friends whom i really feel thankful for!

i watched a show just now.. this came into my mind:" leading a life that u want it to be, achieveing what u want to achieve and dun let others affect u or hurt u.."
sometimes is hard not to think of others before doing something.. somthing happened that i wanted to make things right(like justice being done), i know that different ppl think differently due to different perspection.. thinking of this i dropped the idea.. not that i cant be bothered but sometimes i m really tire! last time told jac that i dun wanna explain things cos i expected ppl who know me will know that i m not the type of person they see.. basically just know me.. when u dun i'll know where u r coming from... hai... perhaps am just tire to even explain end up will just argue so wad for? no point lah... is hard sometimes to change one's perspective...

above is not arrowing at anyone but since is my blog i wanna let out.. of cos more is found in my secret diary!!!! haha..

always remember wad oi shared with me JIE SHI(explain)= YAN SHI(hiding)
haha.. quite true lah... i know this kind of things time will prove lah.. haha...

oh ya received an invitation from pastor ting from BEFC to invite my parent to the mooncake festival celebration! really hope my parent can attend! help me pray okie!

got so much things in mind and so many to do.. haha... 10th AC... annual camp... thai trip(most prob going!!!)... thankgiving singspiration!!!(gonna team with elisa again!)

Dear Lord,
You know how i really feel inside me, sometimes i may not even know myself as much as You know me. Lord, i am really very tire.. so tire to deal with this and explaining myself.. i just want to be myself! things i have done i did it out of concern, nv meant any harm or hurt.. i dun wan to explain to make matters worst.. i am very thankful that Lord You reminded me of Your word to fall back on.. nothing is more important than that.. Lord, i am thinking of moving my studies to autralia to continue.. i really hope if this is Your plan, Lord You will open the door.. really want to experience life in another environment. in Jesus's name i pray, AMEN!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

mei xuan left today... cannot control, tears just flow...
in future, e-grp will be without mei xuan... i will miss her sooo much...
i thank God for how mei xuan has come into my life, the little things she done, and the smile she always have... i'll always miss her! she's coming back next yr june!!! and i m waiting for her return!!!
souljourners! remember to always keep her in prayers!!! update her with our lives!!! i will!!!!

dunno why, realised friends ard me r leaving...... anymore leaving????.................

Tuesday, August 30, 2005


sze ern + me!
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tire with washing!!!
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hee.. this is at abt 3 plus, trying to use all sort of tactic to sell all our food!!!!
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fun fair....
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at the fun fair with sze ern and rachel!!
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wad a position????
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very tired liao!!!
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us after a long long long time!
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thinking of who???
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cranky ah teo!!
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tired butcher...
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preparation at ms gan de jia!
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sat was spent at acjc for PnD... hee... my first time in white uniform.... heee very excited abt it... thanks louie huh for praying that i dun fALL??? haha... :) see photos ah... nothing much to describe... oh ya!!! so proud of 34th who received the PBB!!!! hee... :)


above is the photo at the HAPPY HAPPY CARNIVAL...
kinda fun but tiring maybe cos we prepared stuff till like 3 plus am???? ya... but is fun preparing though... next day was really hot under the tent! haha... went to walk round and round a few rounds with carol... then back to stall.. sit and talk and drink and chat then routin starts again... phew.. thank God by 4 pm all packed and ready to go!!!! didnt know that we can end by 4pm! at abt 3pm, mostly of our stuff were sold out and cleaning were almost done!!!! yeah!!!! thank God for tat!!!


raq + me...
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louie koh + her new PBB!! where's ya service ah???? :)
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juli ong + her new PBB!
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juli took my uni...
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carmen, me, avril!!!!
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jessica, me, rebecca... erm... rebecca... ur eyes????
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sunshine n ME!!!
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sam + me!!!
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me and juli... nice hor juli?
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hee... got motion sickness but thanks for the post huh..
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aud and me... so happy they got their PBB!!! :)
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congrats on angel's PBB!! haha... so "SAT" when i saw her!! :) jia you for 'A' level ba!
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joey and me... hee... look at our background.. seems like we in our own world sia... :)
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sokling + me... haha... nv fail to laugh at me hor!!!!
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jasmine + me!
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ashley!!! goodness...get to see her only like once a yr??? gee... nice to see her ard!!!!
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liting with me back in sch!
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butcher + me!!!!
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hee... hui wen + me!!! my owner!!!!
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haha.. fung wee + me!!! :)
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me and my sis... dots... dunno where she looking at also man.. think too tire... my eyes so smile... hee... usually smile when i smile lah.. :)
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Friday, August 19, 2005


another night view!
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Singapore's night view! beautiful!
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hee.. elisa sent me pictures of fireworks during NDP!! simply fell in love wth it!! enjoy!

yeah!!! hee... very happy that the girls all gotten their PBB! hard work paid off ya! was excited!

hee.. audrey was telling me how excited they wanna know e results.. and just nice was toking to loisa on da phone before she knew e results! so i simply told her since she is dying to know, then ask ms gan loh.. AIYO! they so cute!.. well.. ms gan made loisa blur i guess... she merely told louie to wait for letter... muhahaaha.. tat girl was like -> -_-''' haha...

well.. the next day first person i heard gotten e letter was RAQUEL ANG!!! haha... yep!!! kinda expected!!! and then followed by louie to say all got it!!! haha... so exciting sia for them, i bet! well worries over... so yup... just waiting for the day to receive it! no wonder suddenly all so kan cheong abt uniform!! kidding.. hahaha... CONGRATULATIONS and CELEBRATIONS! haha...

well.. this few days for me is.... hmmm.. alright i guess... been waiting for the Prices and Market result to be out! just took e test last week... hmm.. so long... but teacher seemed SUPER HAPPY with the results! he was like,"you guys didnt do well, rather you guys did EXTREMELY well!!!" well... i guess sure alotof ppl scoring HD then!... muhaha.. but as for me.. not interested much with the grades! cos i expected my results! rather am interested how much i score lah.. so can guage how much must score for the final exam sia! more practical right.. thot so too! haha..

this sat is BOTC! well.. gonna see my kakis again! haha.. miss me hor??? then next week is PnD! well... glad for those PBB receipients! haha.. as for me! gonna be in white! goodness... so nervous anything goes wrong... haha.. Raq say gonna bring camera to take me, only for that day! sure not? dun bluff me ah!!! dun make me happy for nothing!! haha...

to raq- well, cant really find ya comment tag on ya blog ah.. hee... guess really only my prob.. anyway.. perservere on the remaining papers which is math p2! haha..u siad u can handle it! so i expected great results? hee... cont to jia you! praying that the remaining papers and ya N level papers u will not fall sick k! yup.. You are going it for God's glory! ya... God is smiling! :)

to louie -hey dun worry abt not having ppl coach ya chinese lah.. when u got anything not sure ask me k.. like i said i can check dict faster than ya i bet! not to make fun but serious lah!!! haha.. we can still go through papers if ya need k.. but just do more k! ya.. if ya teacher can coach ya better cos they know how to guide ya.. me only can try my best.. hee.. but u know my words for chinese also quite limited lah.. but i try loh.. since i used it more often then u do..

to 34th PBB receipients- am proud of u guys!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005


WONDERFUL!!!!
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NICE!!!
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