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today had GB meeting.. during devotion, the message shared was about God being at everywhere, all the time.. the presence of God is present all the times... then the speaker brought up the Lord's plan for each and everyone of us. He asked:"Have you all ever ask God what is His plan for you in GB?". "And what is the Lord's plan for you in your life?"

this qns was raised to me alot of times, i always have faith and hold on to Jeremiah 29:11.
today when asked again, i truely ponder... erm... then alot of feelings came... lost.... what's going on?? i really dunno.... this feeling came be4... asked some of my friends.. they said wait, the Lord will reveal to you.... now i felt it again.... lotsa feelings abt GB or anything came... dunno what is that also... dun dare to think.... 0_0

prayers!

Dear Lord,
Thank You for giving me friends. Lord, i thank You for blessing oi lam back safe and sound. thank You for the journey mercy that You bless her with. Lord, now i lift up friends who are sick into Your hands. i pray for Yvonne that Lord, You will heal the cough and flu that she is having. i also pray for Sharon who is suffering from voiceless, Lord i pray that You will take away the uncomfort within her. Lord, i also would like to pray for Elisa who will be having her minor operation tml that Lord, You will minimise the pain she will suffer from and i pray that Lord, You will send your healing hands upon her. i thank You Lord for watching over them once again.Lord i pray for mabel, that Lord You feel her heart with Your love. even though she don't know why she is reacting that but i pray that You will continue to fill her. Lord i also would like to pray for juli, i thank You Lord for sustaining her, thank You Lord for being there for her when she needed You. i pray that You will continue to guide her.Lord, i also would like to lift up this saturday's devotion team into Your hands. Lord i pray that things will run well for them. Lord, i pray for people around me who have yet to receive You into their lives that Lord, You will continue to open up their hearts and let them be soft to Your Word. i also pray Lord for my E-grp that Lord You will continue to guide us as we continue to read Your Word. also pray for ms lee who is away that Lord, You grant her journey mercy as she move about. in Jesus's most precious name i pray, AMEN!

sian

now is 1.45am... was doing some craft work.. cant sleep....
today went to teach cousin, unfortunately something happened.. felt partly is my fault.. sorrie k.. though it didnt turn out that bad... felt guilty still...
 
after tution, actually supposed to meet up jasmine and mengru for dinner but cos i end too late... and didnt want to let them wait since mengru ending at 6pm... aniwae next time k? so sorry... in the end my tution end at 7 plus like dat... yup... next week i free, not working (hint hint)
 
didnt blog for very long... 1 week... maybe cos working so by the time i m back.. is already dead beat le... over the weekend went to attend DI refresher course.. went through the SOP with DIs.. well... learned alot... THANKS MENGRU! yup... sometimes i wonder if without mengru to tell me the mistakes or pointers i should take note of, what will happened?!? but well.. Thank God for blessing me a friend like her! XIE XIE... muacks! haha....
after that went to have dinner.. was funny.. laughed throughout... at things at ppl at lame jokes at qian bian wen ta ti... haha... initially went to catch fireworks.. was hoping to see it.. (well.. if pork sees this, know wad she will laugh at loh...) .... but nvm...  still got preview mah?? actual day also?? go back same place?? gee... know u r disappointed... actually didnt want to tell ya it came out later after we left but ... sorrie to make u feel disappointed k... (go malaysia can also play fire works know? did be4.. next time if got chance i show ya!! haha)... then went hm with joey fetching.. really thanks... felt fortunate cos they stayed in the west but willing to send me hm.. if i got car le, i will send u all k... eh... IF.. ya... :P
 
Dear Lord,
i thank You for the things that i encountered, especially this few days.. i pray for those who were hospitalised that Lord You will send Your healing hands upon them. i pray Lord You grant them peace and at this moments showed them Your everlasting love. Lord, i pray that You will strengthened them.For those recovering, i thank You Lord for them and pray that You continue to watch over them, protecting them against the virus. i pray for my whole E-grp that Lord You will continue to watch over us as well, to be faithful in our walk with You. i also would like to pray for friends i know that Lord, You will bless them in anyways and heal them if they are unwell... in Jesus's name i pray, AMEN! 

enlightened..

while doing QT, came upon this

If you hold on to Christ's teaching, yo won't wait to ask for His help as a last resort. He will be your first source of help.

true indeed, i find that sometimes i will only seek Him as my last resort.. this really hit me and make me realised that in every little things i do i should seek Him first.. i did it be4 but sometimes i forgot..

quite nervous for this sat, not sure wad to say also.. Gee... :P

-tired!-

went to work today.. from 1030am to 930pm! wow! aniwae today was rather alright cos went to work with kor(cousin). haha.. had fun esp laughing at him trying to get into the police force.. aniwae praying for him.. hopfully is God's plan for him...

went to elisa's church yesterday.. was great! they had a guest speaker, Pastor Samuel Phun. think he came for one of regional camp?!? cos saw him be4. really funny and really good.. he was preaching abt spending time with God. one illustration he said was, the Word = God. and since we say we love God, we should spend time with the Word. like wad couples spending time with one another cos there is love.. he mentioned that he can played lotsa musical instruments like guitar piano violin drums and so on.. but wad God wants is not talent but is our time spend with him! all He wants is our time! TIME AND COMMUNICATION! these r the two most important things in relationship...

being coming across this in BS, church....
CHRISTANITY IS NOT A RELIGION, IS A RELATIONSHIP!

Pastor sam also mentioned,: "... a religion is ppl go to temple, mosque to find God, but our God sent His son to come down and find us, this is relationship..."

when pastor sam emphasizes more abt spending time with God, felt really guilty abt it.. cos most of the time just pray but nv really read His word.. but become more discipline, doing it every night.. loved my QT materials.. very encouraging... very curious abt the disciple's Cross.. loved it when Ms Lee presented.. dunno how me and my E-grp ppl gonna present huh?!? (*winks* sure gonna be a very great session)

did QT and came across this: As a Christian, you aren't free from problems. But remaining in His Word grows a relationship so you can successfully face your problems.

very encouraged by this so share with u all.. love the song 'Faithful One'

Faithful One, so unchanging
Ageless One, You're my rock of peace
Lord of all, i depend on YOu
i call out to You, again and again
i call out to You, again and again

You are my Rock in times of trouble,
You lift me up when i fall down
All through the storm,
Your love is the anchor,
my hope is in You alone.

thanks my BS cher Ms Lee for the album... *birthday gifts* muacks!!

-God's blessing on you-

gonna pray for pork.. leaving for HK later...

Dear Lord,
i pray for oi lam as she is leaving for HK later at 2pm. Lord, pray that you will grant her a safe journey and bring her safely back to HK. Lord pray that u watch over her as she stays there till 22nd july. and pray that wherever she goes in HK, Lord u grant her journey mercy and that Lord, you will be with her.. Lord pray that u will grant her a good time with her family and relatievs and to build up bonds with them.. pray that things goes well for her especially her health Lord, i pray all this in Jesus's most precious name,AMEN!

tired, sleepy, dead....

i m really tire.. started working on wed.. from 11am to 7pm.. but only for this week... next week i attached to work for 1 week at orchard.. then after tat i am jobless again!!! haha.. so short time yet i complained! the longest i ever tried working was from 10am to 10pm a day... gee... now really tired loh..
hee.. was talking to sok just now.. she going for NIE interview tml!! jia you!!! ALL THE BEST!!

Dear Lord,
thank you for this day, thank you for the job which made meknow joanne. Lord, i pray that u will cont to bless her as she is going to work all the way till 23rd july.. by herself.. pray that u strengthened her.. Lord, i also would like to pray for my work at orchard next week.. heard is non-aircon, pray that i can withstand the weather. Lord, also thank you for i m working together with my cousin next week, finally one that i know very well.. pray that u will watch over me and him.. Lord, i also want to pray for sok for her interview tml.. pray that u take away her nervous-ness, and be able to ans the qns posed to her intelligently.. Lord, be with her as she enter the interview room tml.. and lastly, pray for the GB gals taking o levels this yr, Lord grant them the self discipline to study and the strength they need.. Lord be with them and let them Lord know that u r there always with them to fight this battle.. and also pray for jac and raq who is having headache and flu respectively that Lord u grant them a good night rest and send your healing hand upon them,i ask and pray all these in Jesus's most precious name, AMEN!

~happy :P~

was blogging while pris smsed me... really happy about it!! yup.. hopefully it will become better!
told her abt this new template... making her jealous.. haha.. :P

today wanna go see NDP de.. went with pork to stadium after having lunch with ting. was raining so heavily.. then wad to do, run in the rain loh.. reached there.. BUT we cannot go in!!! jas.. act wanna go there buy cold coke for ya but the guy dun let me in!!! somemore we too tired le.. maybe cos of SYF yesterday?!? aniwae so we left loh.. both slept in the bus.. :P


this is dedicated to LITING!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! *nice? of cos!

Dear Lord,
i thank you for blessing liting through her 18 yrs, pray that Lord you will continue to shower her with your love and pray that Lord she will also continue to seek you faithfully. Lord, pray that You will guide her. and also pray that she will be able to find a home church soon! in Jesus's most precious name i pray, AMEN!

-tire-

wow.. SYF is over!! kinda happy cos is over but also kinda missed the friends made.. though short period but cos of wad we went through made me feel closer to them.. yesterday before the parade, during rehearsal, there were some mistakes and changes.. and the RSM with us kanna the most from the sir.. kinda poor thing.. really felt sorry for him cos we didnt execute the steps due to us not being able to hear him.. BUT in the end all went well!!! took pics with them.. now waiting for the pics to be sent to me!! :P
also took pics with sweedy and pork! haha.. so cute.. thanks to pearlyn who helped us.. *must turn out nice k! :P

after SYF, dunno y whole body aching..as if the colors r really heavy...carry for practices also nv had muscle ache be4... met alot of my friends there... ex sch mates.. and juniors!! yup.. great.. thanks elisa, liting, jac, lydia, simyen, yvonne, raquel, audrey, juliana, samantha, my sis and mom for supporting!!! yeah... *can still remember audrey sms me to march well just right be4 i enter!!! thanks for the support to me and the GB gals! *thanks jas too.. know u wanna come down de.. yup.. now mine is over u cont to jia you for NDP k!

today went to church.. the message of the day was great.. brought up abt faith.. and the qns raised was, "what do you want to be when you die?"
really like the story shared by the speaker...

it was about the grandad and the grandson went strolling on the railway track. as usual, the grandad was walking behind slowly while the grandson ran ahead... they r a distance apart. just then, the grandson's trousers got hooked on by some hooks found on the track. so the grandson shouted:" Help grandad, help!". to make matters worst, there is an oncoming train approaching from behind the grandson.. on the railway track, there is this handle that allow us to change the direction the train is going by changing the railway tracks.. the grandad thought of changing the direction of the train. however, there is another train approaching from the other direction! there are only two options for the grandad:
1) change the direction, sacrifice the people in 2 trains to save the grandson.
2) let the train run over the grandson.
so? the grandad chose option 2.
it depicts the love God has for us that He sacrifice His son to die for dirty sinners like us on the cross. i m touched!

and today in church sang the song, 'Thank you for loving me'.. love this so much.. hopefully can find the lyrics and post here!