blessed...

felt so blessed today... time passed very fast today! yeah man...

today yi-li-sa (elisa) nv go sch.. haha.. she came to look for me... but of cos be4 she came.. pork and xiao hua came. then they left and elisa came to accompany me for at least 2 hrs! so nice of her! and after her, liting came! haha... elisa left abt 6pm and liting came abt 7++pm... so wonderful! had such a great time...

liting: must remember in your anger, do not sin k... will keep ya in prayer! must 'ren'... and also dun be too upset k.. still got us... me... GOd!!!! yup... smile!

elisa: hey remember dun go that polyclinic anymore!! make more doctors as friends next time k... in case, for ya future children! *gee*

wonderful day.... but tml gonna work again! hai... actually no need de... but boss's son sick so no choice, cannot leave her alone working while her son at home mah.. so sad.. i not so mean loh.. so decided to forgo going ms gan's office to help her.. hai... let me chose if her son healthy of cos dun work lah... haha... got free time mah....

aniwae hope tml pass fast too!...

i think....

..... i m getting impatient... ppl always say i got the most but i think i m dying of it!!! really.. when i wanna pack up for my work and ppl come and 'ka jiao', i got really frustrated!! mainly because i wanna go home le!!! hai.. i usually wont.. but anyway i still treat them with respect just that inside is different!!! oh gosh... felt so sinful... today boss nv come down to check cos her son sick.. whole day alone... thank God liting came with her friend... finally someone to accompany... she coming again tml!!! yeah!...

this friday going to ms gan's office to 'rehearse' devotion and recreation with the gals involve in the lantern's festival project... hopefully this can bond them together and hope it will be a kinda memorable one to them...

Finally........a very big THANKS to JASMINE! haha... thanks for the belated gift... though belated but hearts that counts.. thanks... was shocked when i opened... cos it was so similar to the one i had be4!! same taste huh... haha.... thanks sooo much!

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haven been blogging for some time... been busy working... tire....

the past few days been working and not feeling well... hai... dun like it when have cough cos i will lose my voice and then will keep coughing even in church...
last friday went to see mabel's performance.. greaT job... that was really nice...
be4 that met up with sharon.. brought me to eat porridge... great cos wasnt feeling well so that was quite light... then had ice cream.. 94% fat free...

saturday... had GB meeting as usual.. after that had to attend BOTC... met jasmine first.. she passed me my bdae gift.. belated but is the thots that count! thanks a million.. love it very much! was disappointed with myself that night... made lotsa mistakes that i nv take precautions to... thanks MenGru for that "talk".. kinda stress but learning process, i know... nv happened to me be4 even in project presentations... was enlightened by seeing big pictures then to small.. when i planned, really didnt know how to go abt bringing in pictures.. and suddenly felt lost... hai.. first time i screw it up... sorrie peeps... will learn from it... felt bad.. and thanks for the encouragements... really needed it that time... phew...

sunday: church! but was pang seh... waited at the lobby... since no one turned up went in alone... but not so bad cos i knew majority there from kaleo.. shortly sharon came... ha.. first time earlier than her! i beginning to feel greater responsibilities in church... esp when justin and peng hock approached me.. one abt camp and the other abt hospi.. is it a good thing to receive the responsibilities???? enlighten me, anione???? feeling myself more involve... not a bad thing duh... but... erm... well... mixed feelings... dunno le....

gonna zzz le... got to work... nites...

Dear Lord,
i thank You for seeing me through this week.. i thank You for what You have done and is going to do in my life.. Thank You for always been there when i needed You.. i love You Lord.. Lord i pray for my cousin who is having his PSLE prelims tml.. give him the strength and wisdom he needs.. in Jesus's most precious name i pray, AMEN!

memories

today is the release of the o level chinese paper.. had asked ard ppl taking it.. as usual ppl who are sad and also ppl who r happy... my sis got back her grades and was kinda expecting that results.. so i suppose she is rather alright with it.. she gonna retake and hopefully it will be better.. there are frens who didnt do as wad they expected.. dun be discouraged k.. cos it happens for a purpose, failures are just stepping stones to success... grab hold of the last chance and give ya very best!

tok to jia hui today... i was very upset cos she said she was lonely at ntu... while toking memories of life in tpjc came back... not the teachers but rather the time i spent with my classmates 02S21 and also with my squash mates... rememberd those stupid time i had fun with them in sch and even during sci tution or GP tution or f maths/maths tution... it was fun! thanks ppl for giving me such a great time in tpjc... *realised i had tution for all subj except chinese... hai... but still.... nvm.....

really miss ah hui alot... though cannot study in same sch but must promise to meet out with me! :P missed lin too... still got ling li, huiling, esther, zahrah!! hai... today came lotsa feeling abt tpjc... usually wont de.. dunno y suddenly feel that time will just cont to pass by me. i cannot stop it.. life will still move on... maybe cos i m too sentimental le.. cant let go things easily...

just had a squash outing last mon to sentosa.. everyone is still the same... had alot of fun and i was burnt! but great time spent! then went back to watch fire works! nice!beautiful!

msn down~

i missed my msn... couldnt log on.. dunno why.. for very long le.. miss chatting with all my friends... did u all miss me? haha.. or do u all know my msn down... haha... i know some missed me!! haha....

wanna say a short prayer for those taking chinese o level results tml.. rather today....

Dear Lord,
i thank You for my sis and friends taking their o level this year. Lord, i pray that You will grant them wisdom as they study and patient to learn wad they have not yet master. i also pray, Lord, You will grant them discipline as they try to keep up with their time table. Lord, i also pray that Your presence be upon them, especially when they receive their results tml. Lord You already know the results. be it happy or sad, i pray that You will help them through this period, waiting for their results. in Jesus's most precious name i pray, AMEN!

updating...

this few days had been rather normal.. nothing special.... felt rather quiet... haha.. maybe cos some of the GB gals went national camp.. haha... ya think so... cos lesser smses received from them... haha... hopefully they are having a wonderful time there...

last sunday, pastor shared a message abt chinese beliefs and traditions.. qns abt wad to do during funerals, food offered for the idols were brought up... dunno why somehow it reminded me of wad my cousin, ray, went through when grandpa passed away when i was in sec 2... ray was baptised be4 my grandpa's death... he told his parent abt his beliefs and that he shouldnt go through the proceedings.. at that time he received alot of pressure, parent blamed him... he could only cried in a corner at the stairways... he went through the ceremony on the last day but he did not hold the joss stick...

in the sermon, pastor also mentioned that wad we do, we musnt stumble the others.. if not we r sinning... true! he also said that in 1 corinthians 10:20 :... the sacrifices of pagans are offered to demons, not to God.... this verse makes me think of the beliefs of my loved ones... i have been praying for them... for their salvation... but whenever i think of it, i feel very sad.. very sad... hai... esp when kaleo was into the book of Revelation..

Dear Lord,
Thank You for loving me.. Thank You for my family, Thank You for my relatives, Thank You for my teachers, Thank You for my friends.. Lord i pray that You watch over them and Lord, let them feel Your love. Lord, i pray that they will soften their heart when they hear Your Word...i ask and pray all these in Jesus's most precious name. AMEN!

swee ming's bdae

this is a special report on swee ming's party!!

went to meet up with sharon and swee ming on fri night at ard 245pm... at braddell.. then proceeded to sharon's hse... bought toothpick along the way...

backed at sharon's hse, 3 of us help to prepare the food.. and this cute swee ming, as usual, came up to me and asked:" jami, the tooth-paste with u right? eh.. toothpick... with u right...?" haha... she apparently thot i didnt hear her saying toothpaste but i did... haha... her usual self... then in the process had alot of fun... and we also made alot!! sharon the main chef can really cook....

had potato salad, pork ribs,chicken kebabs, pasta, satays, chicken wings, hotdogs with pineapple, jap fried chicken, fries by mei xuan, pizzas by zibin, drinks by lynn, cake from me and pork!! think that's abt all... quite a spread....

had a fun time fellowshipping with each other... though initially was only for our own E-grp, but inviting whole kaleo is fun too!

swee ming shared a joke with us.. she was 'cheated' by her friends.. haha... one of swee ming's friends(who can sing well) told her she composed a song specially for her... and she had a pianist to play and the song entitled, 'the cry of the lamb'... intro was wonderful... just went swee ming was still touched and expecting the lyrics... she suddenly heard:"bahh bahh.... bahh bahh"... haha... can imagine the expression she will have! hee... so i had an idea of showing ting and pork 'the cry of the mouse' or 'the cry of the pork'... but me no pianist.... :(

follow up we watched a show together from scv... didnt know lawrence is super on in scv too! haha... yup... manage to catch our fav show... after the show.. majority of the ppl left.. leaving behind me, swee ming, peng hock, lawrence, sharon's fren edmund(not sure spell correctly), and of cos sharon... tok alot of lame stuff... ranging from guitars to army life... army uni.... and then laft e hse ard 11pm...

took cab together with swee ming, peng hock and edmund... thanks to peng hock who paid for the trip... felt bad but he didnt want to take... thanks!

overall... that's was a great time together... yup... hope to have more!!! esp with most of our E-grp attending!!!! hee....




Dear Lord,
i thank You for the time YOu let us spend together, to fellowship with one another. thank You for seeing swee ming through her ups and downs and thank You for blessing us a friend like her. Lord, i pray that You will continue to work in her life and guide her Lord. i also pray that You will grant her a smooth beginning in her new hse, new environment. Lord, i also would like to pray for NDP that is coming. pray that You will watch over the girls and also jasmine and ashley.. pray that You grant them good rest before NDP. pray that You will be with them, watching over them. Lord, pray that You will fill their thoughts as they stand under the sun.. pray that there will be nice and cool weather for them. i thank You Lord and i pray this in Jesus's most precious and holy name, AMEN!

sidetrack abit.. love this song sooooo much... copied from sharon's blog (thanks SHARON)

Here I stand
Forever in Your mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart
I am Yours
Surrendered wholly to You
You set me in Your Family
Calling me Your own

#Chorus Part 1

Now I, I belong to You
All I needYour Spirit - Your Word - Your Truth
Hear my Cry
My deep desire
To know You more

#Chorus Part 2

In Your name
I will lift my hands To the King
This anthem of praise I bring Heaven knows
I long to love You
With all I am
I belong to You

bLaNkEd!!

feeling so blank!

went for GB meeting and had an exciting morning.. hee... yup... real exciting.. i dun think it will ever happen to me, not in my entire life... i really dunno how this kinda thing can happen even!!! RIGHT... and leant a lesson.... always expect the unexpected!! :P not gonna say more... ppl know will laugh even more!

after GB went mac to celebrate louie's bdae coming tue.. since she going national camp so celebrated earlier.. hmmm was quite alright i supposed? yup... dunno why they must keeping mentioning to me the 'indian guy'!!! was really shocked can... hai.... then after lunch taught louie a bit of maths... and spent a long time toking to her.. not rubbish... but really i realised we are alike in certain ways.. she should know wad i meant lah... really was glad that she know how i felt.. felt better aniwae... thanks sam too.... ha.. who came LATER!! :P

i forgot to mention that i was 'cheated'.. not really also lah... went down to Bishan on wed to work... realised cannot find the place.. so smsed my boss and she said it was cancelled!!! RIGHT!!! i was at bishan le!!! she said she smsed me on sunday but cos i nv reply her so she thot i know but cos i in service so nv reply!! but i nv receive how to reply!!! hai.... but well... felt real down then... so went spending loh..

though work cancelled but got myself another new student!!! nv charge too high since i know her... $120 for only add maths... too low? too high? average? dunno... act thot of why not just help her when she need so no need to pay aka FOC loh... but she wanna consistent so ya...

tml during Kaleo Pastor gonna talk bat chinese traditions etc... kinda exciting... cant wait for it... maybe will post if there is anything interesting!! okie.. gonna zzz le... tata....

i m so frustrated!!

realised i haven been blogging... this few days nothing special.. went preview with mom and bro.. enjoyed only the firework part. passed ms lee her pressie finally!!! hope she like it... rather funny the way we tried we meet one another... haha... imagine her using her camera to try to locate me...

aniwae... these few days been witnessing things i really hate... imagine seeing ppl sinning in front and yet cant do anything... i dun like!! i felt terrible... really terrible.... by right i should be inmune to all these but dunno y this few days i just cannot tahan anymore!!! maybe cos QT been reading on loving one another.. i know is difficult... but we have God!! been telling myself that... sometimes i thank God that i dun have any particular person i really hate... erm... maybe 1 coming??? dunno... hopefully not!!!

tml will be working... but till friday only.... hai... gonna wait for boss to call again... at least not so bad still got tution for me to survive with...some gb gals needed help in some subjs.. i really hope i can help if within my capabilities.. i trying to see if i can open my scope... trying loh....