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-a place to replace my diary... boo boo boo.. missed it!!-

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

busy with?

hmmm.. realised i very long nv blog liao.. haha.. kinda lazy and also.. feeling tired all day and stuff..
these few days reflected alot abt wad i been going through.. i dun see an end.. sometimes i can just break down and cry.. hmmm... holding on to God's hand...
fell down last fri while carrying sharon's rojak to church.. haha... tat day no BS but was just fellowshipping and spending time praying with only sharon, ting and me.. (usual ones, where e rest?!?!?! hehe.. ) my sandals was too slippery thus when i wanna take a wider step, i fell.... haha.. no splits.. no tear.. just a big blue black on my right knee.. my first reaction when i fell was to look at the rojak.. hopefully nv spills.. haha... so sharon, ur rojak more impt then my right knee.. haha... great time praying and sharing.. and thanks sharon for the BIG chicken cutlet.. :O

last mon went to fine tune my guitar with raq.. since she was having her BS there.. and wad??? the shop was closed!!!! haha.. and i blamed raq for that.. cos i thot she always read the card since she told me abt the timing be4, thot she will see that it is closed on mons and PH.. apparently she only know to meet me and nv tell me abt the shop closing.. JK... haha... then she wanna go parkway with my bulky guitar!! NO WAY man... so in the end went to search for material for the skirt since we performing at Airport.. the material not very ideal lah.. since we both have our own idea so only decided on one.. mommy help me do up a sample... and raq came to moi hse... but ms gan brought a better design on tue to show the gals.. and my grandaughter tried.. was nice... really.... looked like a real dancer... :P i tried too.. i find myself nice... :P so it will still be red for them and purple for those not performing.. dun worry i will find nice one k.. but if not nice dun blame me... cos not easy too... haha...

this few weeks also been down at ms gan's office.. practising the items.. always find it amusing esp when i see louie and pris dancing.. haha... honestly is cute.. haha.... of cos my odie too... haha... only know how to laugh... haha...

nothing much to say le.. too much thots.. very hard to say here... :P
p/s: thanks grandaughter.. sorry got to change for my sake.. haha.... but who ask u want my arm... :P

p/s: missed louie, sarah and carol.... esp after the lunch missed sarah and carol... and today missed louie... so funny...

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

-lei le-

this two days been at ms gan's office practicising our item for Christmas.. going to perform!!!... haha... i dun have to dance or anything.. but looking at the juniors doing is so cute... haha.. :P must say some interesting stuff!!! ------
on monday... we tried out a line dancing.. louie and grandaughter(pris) were standing in front... blur louie couldnt seems to get the step of line dance into her mind!!! thus when dancing to the music, she was so called an 'obstacle' to her row as they were standing in a line! :P so poor louie keep banging onto ppl, stepping onto ppl's toes.. haha... just at this moment when she turned she stepped on pris's socks.. and just nice pris was turning away..(pris was on the right steps), thus the SOCKS came off... i was in front and had a great laughed! louie got a ' how come got an extra stuff i stepping on' expression and pris was a 'i feel my feet is bare' expression... haha.. this two gals r so funny... made a lot of jokes this 2 days...

then on tue... i was told to bring down flags and golden sticks for the prac.. so i brought.. thanks to louie who accompanied me back sch to get it! *muacks* we reached ms gan's office slightly later.. when i reached, pris, as usual, asked me if i have sweets.. i dun think i heard that i just took out the golden sticks from my bag.. and a blur her and sunshine just simply thot it was sweets and was so happy! -_-''' but to their realised, they were already being teased by me the whole day!haha... then later louie and sam and odie thot them a new line dance... haha.. these 3 gals went so fast that the gals didnt catch it completely.. by the time the music was played all went into their own 'line-dance'

it was quite a cute and funny days to see juniors dancing and making silly mistakes.. haha...

at night, hui called me... missed her so much... hui "add oil" for the remaining paper k.... gal... wanna cry can call me to cry k.. hee... then i will make u smile to bed!!! hee... dun be sad le... time will pass very fast de!!! then u will be able to go home le!!!! JIA YOU! smile k!!! :P :) ^-^ '-'

Monday, November 08, 2004

tired

hai.. this few days very tired.. been sleeping very very late... maybe cos sis's o level?? dunno.. aniwae now haven sleep cos she having maths paper tml!... :P jia you ba!

been busy too! must do TD (gold).. chim... dunno can pass not... hai... dev on saturday was great.. my very last time leading worship after so many donkey yrs... haha.. but was not bad lah.. thinking it was some last min things as well... (odie owe me one?!?!?!) haha...

m so touched when hui read my blog and smsed me.. though i wasnt that much sad liao.... but it was so nice the feeling was great! hee... miss ya loads... miss crapping with u sia... hopefully ur exam faster finish so can meet me le!!! hee...

today went to lighthse instead of GEFC cos went to teach jac in the morning.. singspiration was great.. message was ok lah, seems like in class kinda feeling... talked abt why we worship, then why we clap, why we dance etc... dunno... more like just giving answer from the bible....
then received an sms from ms lee.. (guess u will read this?!?!?!) hee.. wanna say thanks for ya concern!! hee... *touched**touched*....
then went KFC to cont with jac and lydia for a while be4 meeting sis and ms ng.. pris raq and carol were there too... funny lah... haha.... then met Pi Chien.. still thinking should i do that thing... hui?!?!?! hahaha... lingli also quite on leh... =x

then went to meet ms ng!! very touched... dun think u will see this but really thanks alot!!! THANKS!!! no words can express the gratitude i have for wad u have done today.. thanks for solving the prob!
ms ng is my sec 1 form cher.. she transferred end of my sec 1.. then end of sec2 she contacted marie and we both hired her as tutor... ms ng has been a nice and patient maths tutor.. perhaps through her i like maths more thus like add maths too!! and then move on to jc to do further maths... like the encouragements she always gave during my o level period.. remembered once we had a solid of 6 hrs+ of tution for add math just for prelim!! and of cos scored my very first A1 for add math... hahaha... very nice cher.. really thank God for bringing her closer to my family... :P she became my sis's maths tutor too! :P

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

sad

sad... tok to grandaughter... not that she made me sad... but wad she and friends ard me experiencing made me sad... i really didnt want that to happen.. but all suffered cos of that... hai... PRAY....

found this online... love it lots.. thanks to louie for the webby....

How many times have we closed our ears
To what our Lord would say,
Turned our backs to the call of God,
And gone our selfish way?
How many times have we shut our eyes
To Truth so plain and clear,
And stubbornly remained in our sins
When His Spirit drew us near?
How many times have we clinched our hand
And denied a friend in need.
Failing to reach out in love and give,
With a kind, unselfish deed?
How many times have we walked on by
A troubled, hurting brother,
Too busy to care, and have compassion,
Too preoccupied to help another?
God, forgive us for the many times
We’ve failed to follow You;
Help us to be sensitive and caring,
And always ask:” What would Jesus do?”

Monday, November 01, 2004

hi

hasnt been blocking... sick le.. was down for abt a week.... now having slight flu and cough...

alright... wad's has been going on in my life for the past few days....
nothing much but was bothered by some thing in mind... been faithfully doing QT though not posting it online... but main point is wad God had spoke to me... He taught me to settle misunderstanding between believers but i find it so difficult... and for the past few days was just on the same topic of clearing the air..

it was not easy... cried while doing QT... *sob sob* i decided to let things pass... let bygones be bygones... somemore got to face each other... best is to let go... dunno how to handle since is a first time case.. praying God will guide me!!

received SIM package le... entering sch on 3rd jan!!! JAS!!! ME COMING!!! :)
so happy sch starting soon!!!

m excited abt annual camp too! hopefully the seesion is helpful to the gals!!