went to celebrate mooncake festival with rachael roy and yu xin! had a great time with them.. i remembered yuxin told me before that she envy the kinda life that i led.. having friends ard me.. somehow i find that having friends ard u is great! but to find true friends is actually quite hard.. and i really thank God i have found some in life.. ppl who appreciate what i have done.. ppl who wont misunderstand me.. ppl who understand me even without me saying anything and ppl who know me for whom i am!! these r friends whom i really feel thankful for!

i watched a show just now.. this came into my mind:" leading a life that u want it to be, achieveing what u want to achieve and dun let others affect u or hurt u.."
sometimes is hard not to think of others before doing something.. somthing happened that i wanted to make things right(like justice being done), i know that different ppl think differently due to different perspection.. thinking of this i dropped the idea.. not that i cant be bothered but sometimes i m really tire! last time told jac that i dun wanna explain things cos i expected ppl who know me will know that i m not the type of person they see.. basically just know me.. when u dun i'll know where u r coming from... hai... perhaps am just tire to even explain end up will just argue so wad for? no point lah... is hard sometimes to change one's perspective...

above is not arrowing at anyone but since is my blog i wanna let out.. of cos more is found in my secret diary!!!! haha..

always remember wad oi shared with me JIE SHI(explain)= YAN SHI(hiding)
haha.. quite true lah... i know this kind of things time will prove lah.. haha...

oh ya received an invitation from pastor ting from BEFC to invite my parent to the mooncake festival celebration! really hope my parent can attend! help me pray okie!

got so much things in mind and so many to do.. haha... 10th AC... annual camp... thai trip(most prob going!!!)... thankgiving singspiration!!!(gonna team with elisa again!)

Dear Lord,
You know how i really feel inside me, sometimes i may not even know myself as much as You know me. Lord, i am really very tire.. so tire to deal with this and explaining myself.. i just want to be myself! things i have done i did it out of concern, nv meant any harm or hurt.. i dun wan to explain to make matters worst.. i am very thankful that Lord You reminded me of Your word to fall back on.. nothing is more important than that.. Lord, i am thinking of moving my studies to autralia to continue.. i really hope if this is Your plan, Lord You will open the door.. really want to experience life in another environment. in Jesus's name i pray, AMEN!