~JeSuS, yOu ArE tHe SaViOuR oF mY sOuL!~

2005-09-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

went to celebrate mooncake festival with rachael roy and yu xin! had a great time with them.. i remembered yuxin told me before that she envy the kinda life that i led.. having friends ard me.. somehow i find that having friends ard u is great! but to find true friends is actually quite hard.. and i really thank God i have found some in life.. ppl who appreciate what i have done.. ppl who wont misunderstand me.. ppl who understand me even without me saying anything and ppl who know me for whom i am!! these r friends whom i really feel thankful for!

i watched a show just now.. this came into my mind:" leading a life that u want it to be, achieveing what u want to achieve and dun let others affect u or hurt u.."
sometimes is hard not to think of others before doing something.. somthing happened that i wanted to make things right(like justice being done), i know that different ppl think differently due to different perspection.. thinking of this i dropped the idea.. not that i cant be bothered but sometimes i m really tire! last time told jac that i dun wanna explain things cos i expected ppl who know me will know that i m not the type of person they see.. basically just know me.. when u dun i'll know where u r coming from... hai... perhaps am just tire to even explain end up will just argue so wad for? no point lah... is hard sometimes to change one's perspective...

above is not arrowing at anyone but since is my blog i wanna let out.. of cos more is found in my secret diary!!!! haha..

always remember wad oi shared with me JIE SHI(explain)= YAN SHI(hiding)
haha.. quite true lah... i know this kind of things time will prove lah.. haha...

oh ya received an invitation from pastor ting from BEFC to invite my parent to the mooncake festival celebration! really hope my parent can attend! help me pray okie!

got so much things in mind and so many to do.. haha... 10th AC... annual camp... thai trip(most prob going!!!)... thankgiving singspiration!!!(gonna team with elisa again!)

Dear Lord,
You know how i really feel inside me, sometimes i may not even know myself as much as You know me. Lord, i am really very tire.. so tire to deal with this and explaining myself.. i just want to be myself! things i have done i did it out of concern, nv meant any harm or hurt.. i dun wan to explain to make matters worst.. i am very thankful that Lord You reminded me of Your word to fall back on.. nothing is more important than that.. Lord, i am thinking of moving my studies to autralia to continue.. i really hope if this is Your plan, Lord You will open the door.. really want to experience life in another environment. in Jesus's name i pray, AMEN!

2005-09-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

mei xuan left today... cannot control, tears just flow...
in future, e-grp will be without mei xuan... i will miss her sooo much...
i thank God for how mei xuan has come into my life, the little things she done, and the smile she always have... i'll always miss her! she's coming back next yr june!!! and i m waiting for her return!!!
souljourners! remember to always keep her in prayers!!! update her with our lives!!! i will!!!!

dunno why, realised friends ard me r leaving...... anymore leaving????.................

2005-08-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

sze ern + me!
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tire with washing!!!
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2005-08-30T03:39:00.001+08:00

hee.. this is at abt 3 plus, trying to use all sort of tactic to sell all our food!!!!
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2005-08-30T03:39:00.000+08:00

fun fair....
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2005-08-30T03:38:00.000+08:00

at the fun fair with sze ern and rachel!!
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2005-08-30T03:37:00.001+08:00

wad a position????
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2005-08-30T03:37:00.000+08:00

very tired liao!!!
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2005-08-30T03:36:00.001+08:00

us after a long long long time!
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2005-08-30T03:36:00.000+08:00

thinking of who???
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2005-08-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

cranky ah teo!!
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2005-08-30T03:34:00.001+08:00

tired butcher...
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2005-08-30T03:34:00.000+08:00

preparation at ms gan de jia!
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2005-08-30T02:30:00.000+08:00

sat was spent at acjc for PnD... hee... my first time in white uniform.... heee very excited abt it... thanks louie huh for praying that i dun fALL??? haha... :) see photos ah... nothing much to describe... oh ya!!! so proud of 34th who received the PBB!!!! hee... :)

above is the photo at the HAPPY HAPPY CARNIVAL...
kinda fun but tiring maybe cos we prepared stuff till like 3 plus am???? ya... but is fun preparing though... next day was really hot under the tent! haha... went to walk round and round a few rounds with carol... then back to stall.. sit and talk and drink and chat then routin starts again... phew.. thank God by 4 pm all packed and ready to go!!!! didnt know that we can end by 4pm! at abt 3pm, mostly of our stuff were sold out and cleaning were almost done!!!! yeah!!!! thank God for tat!!!

2005-08-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

raq + me...
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2005-08-30T02:16:00.000+08:00

louie koh + her new PBB!! where's ya service ah???? :)
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juli ong + her new PBB!
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juli took my uni...
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carmen, me, avril!!!!
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jessica, me, rebecca... erm... rebecca... ur eyes????
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2005-08-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

sunshine n ME!!!
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2005-08-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

sam + me!!!
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2005-08-30T01:56:00.001+08:00

me and juli... nice hor juli?
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2005-08-30T01:56:00.000+08:00

hee... got motion sickness but thanks for the post huh..
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2005-08-30T01:55:00.001+08:00

aud and me... so happy they got their PBB!!! :)
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2005-08-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

congrats on angel's PBB!! haha... so "SAT" when i saw her!! :) jia you for 'A' level ba!
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2005-08-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

joey and me... hee... look at our background.. seems like we in our own world sia... :)
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2005-08-30T01:53:00.000+08:00

sokling + me... haha... nv fail to laugh at me hor!!!!
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2005-08-30T01:52:00.001+08:00

jasmine + me!
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2005-08-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

ashley!!! goodness...get to see her only like once a yr??? gee... nice to see her ard!!!!
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2005-08-30T01:51:00.001+08:00

liting with me back in sch!
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2005-08-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

butcher + me!!!!
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2005-08-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

hee... hui wen + me!!! my owner!!!!
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2005-08-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. fung wee + me!!! :)
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2005-08-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

me and my sis... dots... dunno where she looking at also man.. think too tire... my eyes so smile... hee... usually smile when i smile lah.. :)
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2005-08-19T02:23:00.001+08:00

another night view!
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Singapore's night view! beautiful!
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2005-08-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

hee.. elisa sent me pictures of fireworks during NDP!! simply fell in love wth it!! enjoy!

2005-08-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! hee... very happy that the girls all gotten their PBB! hard work paid off ya! was excited!

hee.. audrey was telling me how excited they wanna know e results.. and just nice was toking to loisa on da phone before she knew e results! so i simply told her since she is dying to know, then ask ms gan loh.. AIYO! they so cute!.. well.. ms gan made loisa blur i guess... she merely told louie to wait for letter... muhahaaha.. tat girl was like -> -_-''' haha...

well.. the next day first person i heard gotten e letter was RAQUEL ANG!!! haha... yep!!! kinda expected!!! and then followed by louie to say all got it!!! haha... so exciting sia for them, i bet! well worries over... so yup... just waiting for the day to receive it! no wonder suddenly all so kan cheong abt uniform!! kidding.. hahaha... CONGRATULATIONS and CELEBRATIONS! haha...

well.. this few days for me is.... hmmm.. alright i guess... been waiting for the Prices and Market result to be out! just took e test last week... hmm.. so long... but teacher seemed SUPER HAPPY with the results! he was like,"you guys didnt do well, rather you guys did EXTREMELY well!!!" well... i guess sure alotof ppl scoring HD then!... muhaha.. but as for me.. not interested much with the grades! cos i expected my results! rather am interested how much i score lah.. so can guage how much must score for the final exam sia! more practical right.. thot so too! haha..

this sat is BOTC! well.. gonna see my kakis again! haha.. miss me hor??? then next week is PnD! well... glad for those PBB receipients! haha.. as for me! gonna be in white! goodness... so nervous anything goes wrong... haha.. Raq say gonna bring camera to take me, only for that day! sure not? dun bluff me ah!!! dun make me happy for nothing!! haha...

to raq- well, cant really find ya comment tag on ya blog ah.. hee... guess really only my prob.. anyway.. perservere on the remaining papers which is math p2! haha..u siad u can handle it! so i expected great results? hee... cont to jia you! praying that the remaining papers and ya N level papers u will not fall sick k! yup.. You are going it for God's glory! ya... God is smiling! :)

to louie -hey dun worry abt not having ppl coach ya chinese lah.. when u got anything not sure ask me k.. like i said i can check dict faster than ya i bet! not to make fun but serious lah!!! haha.. we can still go through papers if ya need k.. but just do more k! ya.. if ya teacher can coach ya better cos they know how to guide ya.. me only can try my best.. hee.. but u know my words for chinese also quite limited lah.. but i try loh.. since i used it more often then u do..

to 34th PBB receipients- am proud of u guys!

2005-08-09T03:39:00.000+08:00

WONDERFUL!!!!
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2005-08-09T03:38:00.000+08:00

NICE!!!
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2005-08-09T03:35:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL!
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2005-08-09T03:34:00.000+08:00

FIREWORKS!
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2005-08-09T03:33:00.000+08:00

beginning of the FIREWORKS!!!
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FIREWORKS!!!

2005-08-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

hey!!! i went to see FIREWORKS!!!! at 12 midnight!!! it was so beautiful!! so many ppl were there and when it came, cheers and claps can be heard! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! is really a nice feelings to see so many ppl coming together to watch the frieworks performance, of cos special thanks to kaleo for organising it.. wanted to watch but ya.. thank God for u guys! had a nice chat with slyvia! thanks for e advice! remember our blading date!!!!

fireworks lasted for abt 10 mins.. though short but something worth remembering.. (will post pics k..) after watching fireworks.. we had supper at upper thomson rd!! goodness... far but nevertheless... got transport so ya! well taken care of.. well... had a great laugh! haha.. at funny things.. lame jokes and comments.. think it night time.. everyone is too HIGH liao!! ya and lame.. well.. cheers to slyvia, yee leng, lynn, wee, trix, sistar, justin, jian shin, andy, PH and john! yup.. great time fellowshipping... :P how i wished the whole e-grp were here too! heard john's leaving on mon, all the best! praying for journey mercy!.. usually in church didnt talk much to him.. but ya all had a great laugh tonight.. glad to have a fun time be4 he leave!

last day at FOP

2005-08-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

went for the last day of FOP.. like what pastor collin said, save the best for last.. wow.. indeed.. it was really great! had alot of singing and jumping.. ya.. thanks sis who step on my toes umpteens times! thanks man... haha... really enjoyed myself.. had extended singing and singing and singing.. wow! must go then can experience yourself.. something beyond descriptions!! haha... okie.. if viv get photos to me for today then i'll upload if not no pics.. :( haha..

louie -> hey gal.. use ur gifts and be confident of it k.. yup.. glad for ya! u r small in size but u r still part of His plans and purposes!! :P

2005-08-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

elisa + hui wen..
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2005-08-06T03:02:00.001+08:00

national colours??? :)
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2005-08-06T03:02:00.000+08:00

Ooo.. left out this.. dunno wad they both trying to do.. pose 4 pics maybe??
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2005-08-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

finally me + elisa!! :P
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2005-08-06T02:45:00.001+08:00

wad r u both doing??? :P too bored???
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2005-08-06T02:45:00.000+08:00

me + sam.. really killing time man!!
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2005-08-06T02:44:00.001+08:00

hui wen + me! yeah!! AMEN!!
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me + jac! her toopid face lah..
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2005-08-06T02:43:00.001+08:00

haha.. me + louie.. she seems excited taking with me!
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2005-08-06T02:43:00.000+08:00

trying to kill time! me + juli
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2005-08-06T02:42:00.001+08:00

yes sam? haha.. still stucked!
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2005-08-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. waited too long and finally get to move a little!
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2005-08-06T02:41:00.000+08:00

while waiting.. aud reading finish joyner's charlie and the choc factory book!! :)
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2005-08-06T02:40:00.000+08:00

while waiting.. louie + juli..
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FOP!

2005-08-06T02:32:00.000+08:00

Festival of Praise(FOP) was great! really fantastic!! nv felt so great praising God! really hope to go again on sunday i suppose! haha.. today went with GB gals and it was funny.. had to queue then had a few exciting experiences.. we went to buy food for the gals end up realising we got stuck! cannot go back to our area! for dunno wad reason, so bo bian.. in this situation of cos is to SNEAK up loh.. well.. kinda exciting running from security.. haha.. well it does pay a price.. a large coke fell and ya GONE! well.. me and elisa became e victims, had sticky hands and legs! guess her butt has a taste of it too! haha claimed by her!

friends, if have chance should go for FOP! indeed is a great experience.. is a total feeling from church! yup.. imagine so many churches come together! singing and praising God! AMEN! and today am very happy that hui wen rededicated her life to the Lord! Praise the Lord! thank God for touching her heart once again! and hope she coming back GB to serve! :) alright.. guess tat's all.. to know how i felt in FOP, go for it and feel ya! haha.. :) photos r coming up!! enjoy!

2005-08-04T10:13:00.000+08:00

us again!
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2005-08-04T10:11:00.000+08:00

Melissa and me! silly gal left some time... miss ya! keeping u in prayers!
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2005-08-04T10:10:00.000+08:00

hee... after hair cut! :)
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You will never walk alone!

2005-08-04T09:52:00.000+08:00

Point of Grace- You will never walk alone!
Along Life's roads,
there will be sunshine and rain
roses and thorns, laughter and pain
and cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Desserts so long and valleys so deep
somtimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
But i want you to remember
i want you to know

Chorus:
You will never walk alone
as long as you have Faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
the path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
labours of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
there will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Somtimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But i want you to remeber wherever you may go

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
HE will go the distance qith you faithfully

when i heard this song, i am reminded of the life's ups and downs but Jesus promised that He will be there for us all the way, always! nothing beats the love the Lord has for us! AMEN!

hmmm.. guess am still affected by that... had my hair cut! straight hair again!! haha.. BUT! it will be wavy after i bath cos the curls is still there!! haha... but like my hair now! cos is not thick... phew! :P yesterday nice bryan fetch us to eunos mrt from sch! really nice of him! haha.. drive more often ya? oops... :P

2005-07-24T21:22:00.001+08:00

me + raq!
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elisa + jac!
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butcher + ah teo!
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jac + ah teo!
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moi and her!!!
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2005-07-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

US! at Fish & Co..
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2005-07-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Mid Valley!
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Plaza Rakyat! evident we are here! :P
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2005-07-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

haha.. "our" daughter! family trip huh????
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2005-07-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

at KL, be4 me n butcher part with e rest!
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gee..

2005-07-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. though retreat over like two months! but nvm.. sharing with the rest of my friends!! okie.. i wanna post some events too like our mosey cum kuku malu, MS TEO LITING's bdae celebration!! hmmm.. i dun have myown one.. :( gee.. is okie.. most importantly i remembered can liao!!! just enjoy k.. :P

hi!!

2005-07-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

haha..
been 2 mth ever since i blogged! wow! alot of memories flashed past as i m trying to think what i want to blog about! lets see..

June Hols..
had NCOs' Retreat to KL, was fantabulous! cool trip.. is unlike Thai trip ba.. :P had a chance to be thrown alone with butcher in KL cos we came back earlier due to her test! was fun, we did shopping and took pics!
SEE!
then celebrated my bdae in the month! it was WONDERFUL!! really thanks alot to those who were remember! indeed i really love the gift! :P Thank God for blessing me with friends like u all!

this month..
sch started.. well.. stress too ya.. haha..
mom fell ill for two weeks.. really thanks those who kept her in prayer and also to Ms Gan who had Pastor Ting to prayed for mom over phone! it was a great testimony for her i believed! :P by God's grace, mom is alright after receiving her medical report.. so yup! Praise the Lord! :P

Christians have the choice to go to Heaven or not!

2005-05-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

just talked to pris online..
p/s: dun worry grandaughter, not posting all we said, just some.. haha!! :P

while talking to her, she made me realised more abt my relationship with God. as the title says(hope u improve ya relationship with Him, grandaughter!) haha.. though she asked me qns but i realised something else.. thanks:P everytime tok to her, it gives me a feeling like talking to a little gal..

last night had a gathering with my friends in uni, have gonnie, bryan, pee, yu xin darling, honey and camile!.. haha.. had alot of fun! thanks to gonnie who lend me his camera to show off my talents of taking myself!!! haha.. really enjoyed myself in NYDC.. after NYDC, we headed down to pee hse in 2 grps.. wow... so spacious his hse! by the time we reached pee's hse was like 12 am ++!! haha cos we lost our way while buying supper for them!!! played mahjong at pee's hse, finally i know how to count tai thanks to the masters there man, pee + xin, very tired le but ya managed a few rounds till abt 2 am close to 3am,then bryan fetched me home! thanks bryan!!! haha.. was raining and still had to trouble him! but was cool, the journey was smooth, great driver! haha.. (praise more so next time fetch more often! =x) reached home 330am le.. but still had a great night with those guys! thanks a million for the fun, go again k!!!! haha... and gonnie bring camera!!! =x got to know camile and honey better, really funny ppl they are.. haha.. :P

today went out shopping with elaine, went to sim lim where she got some device, a network connections stuff? cant remember wad's that but it cost $789! haha.. was heavy! then headed down to bugis to dine and shop! goodness, think the bar code label was not removed, thus wherever we go, the sensor will beep due to the bar code! end up elaine had to just stand outside the shop while shop!!! haha... nah.. not so mean to her.... nice day spend... :P

tml shall be bible study night!!! going to watch a show on MArtin Lurther i think... yup... cool... wasted cant go swimming with mabel, sorry having meeting.. ya.. owe u one k.. haha.. i went once this week and got tan... i have nice tan anyway =x haha..

back!

2005-05-09T02:44:00.000+08:00

sorrie for not blogging for some time! haha... aniwae have been tied down with sch work.. so ya..

life has been e same... sch... just tat having exams a couple of weeks...
i LOST my wallet! right... lost dun seem new to me! aniwae lost it during GB meeting! anyway kinda derserve it loh, carry that kind of bag sure lose things de!!!lost IC, license,ATM card, SIM card, RMIT uni card!!!total cash lost = >$20..

last fri had a wonderful bible study session. i really like the Q&A session! it simply answer qns i have and also enable me to really focus more on God. (will try my very best to keep up to the 10pm synchronise QT time!) saturday is a great day too, had wonderful fellowship with magmag, wee, trix, ting and my sistar! wasnt in a good mood that day, but somehow, being with church family lightens me and really lifted me up. and helps me to really think over the issue. the cafe is a nice place lah, it serve food and also let customers play board games. something i took note of,
1) just within half an hr, we changed 2 games!( somehow not to others! n the first game we took suppose to last us for an hr!)
2) our laughter filled the WHOLE cafe!(or only some ppl's laughter??? *grin*)
3) food was extremely "fast"!(hmmm.. i nv tried waiting an hr ++ for my food!)
4) boss tried to be patient with us when we kept changing games.. haha.. think he can see we r kinda bored by it? or our short concentration span? aniwae, though u wont see, but thanks for that lah huh?
5) haha.. i DUN LIKE his jeans!
apparently, that place is meant for friends who wanna come and have fun by playing some board games, but well...... we thot we could, conclusions was, we managed to entertain ourselves without e board games! kinda irony lah..
then dessert was my fav ice cream at bugis!
well.. realised when i m sad, i do spend alot! haha..

comes sunday! thank God for the newly furnished room!! learnt alot on sunday! after Kaleo, i m motivated to press on toward the goal which God has called me to! am happy for that!

lost my slippers!!!

2005-04-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

hai... as the title says... i lost my slippers!!!! goodness...
was in GB room last mon, it is a rule that we take out our shoes as the room is spick and span... so i left my shoes outside e room together with butcher's and ju's... butcher closed e door since we r practicing for devtion and i was playing e guitar.. when i received pork's call to go downstairs, i opened e door to realise my slippers was gone! i dun believed!! so i closed e door again and opened!!!! and it WAS STILL GONE!!!! GONE!!! only mine! right.... shoes-less for that day! thank God daddy was nearby and decided to pick me up and go home with just one side of the slipper found...
appreciated odie's, sam's, ju's, butcher;s and raq's effort to help in finding my slippers.. was abit sad realising one side was gone, somemore is sistar's slippers!!! bought for her for her bdae... to my amazement, on my way down to carpark, odie, sam, raq came back with a plastic bag... "THEY FOUND MY SLIPPER!!!" .................................... "NAH"....................................... these girls went out of sch to buy me a new one instead!!!!!! goodness.... exact size!!!!! haha.... so TOUCHED!! really appreciated that!!! THANKS SO MUCH!!!! :P
on my way home, smsed sis to inform her e bad news........................."ANYWAY, I DUN LIKE TAT SHOES ALREADY, I AM EYEING ON ANOTHER ONE. YOU CAN BUY THAT FOR ME INSTEAD!"-------------------> that's her reply! phew! i was so afraid she will scold me sia... end up i got to get her another pair... so realistic of her huh! more ex somemore....

anyway that's how i spend a day of shoes-less yet new slippers day! :P

thanks..

2005-03-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

thank you all for your concern...
am deeply touched by frens in Uni... really thanks alot... i m fine... yup...
though it happened so fast and unexpectedly...

attended mr looi's wake yesterday(mon), it was mon afternoon that lingli called to say mr looi passed away... at tat moment... i just broke down... i have always wanted to pay him a visit but heard he was ill and doesnt wan ppl to see him... then met up with my frens in the evening to attend the wake.. it was alright initially.. still had a lot of catch up with them... until we went to see him the last time... he changed so much.... he became so skinny.... his face is no longer the cubby one... i was really upset... things got worst and tears just flow and flow when i heard that he was diagnosed actually in year 2002.. e yr i was in j1.. he kept it in the dark, i felt so gilty for the entire 2 yrs wasnt easy for him, preparing us for exams, disciplining us, staying back late to help us, coming to sch even during hols to teach us, cheering us during sports meet, encourage us when we go on competition, caring for us - while behind us, he is actually fighting with cancer.. he has really gone through the extra mile for all of us despite his illness...

for that.. i am deeply touched by his effort... is not easy for him..

i will remember you..

2005-03-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

in memory of Mr Looi Chin Keong,
you are someone whom i look up to ever since i knew you
you are someone whom i respected very much
you are someone who have encouraged us alot
you are someone who will go all the way out for the students
you are one of the last few teachers who will leave sch late most of the time
you are always a teacher i will always remember

thank you for being my civics tutor
thank you for helping me to appeal into the sch
thank you for the extra time you spare to teach me
thank you for the wonderful treats that u often gave us
thank you for supporting us when we go on match
thank you for joining us when we have our track meet, college walks despite your illness
thank you for having so much patient with us even though you are struggling with your illness
thank you for your care and concern for us
thank you for encouraging us
thank you for helping us when you realised we are short of 1/2 an hr to meet the CIP criterial
thank you for doing so much things for us
thank you for being you!

i truely will remember you deep inside my heart. thank you for everything!

guilty-ness

2005-02-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

today felt so guilty.. i dunno.. feel so greatly responsible for so many things...
sometimes when fingers start to point at u, u will be qnsing yourself, What went wrong? though on appearance and considering many things, it seems not really within my control, but it is still a great responsibility on me.. sometimes i will ask myself, why do i want to walk this path? is it a path Daddy wants me to walk? maybe i nv carry this burden to Him, but always carrying it myself.. this time, i really knelt down in prayers... crying to Him...

-Happy New Year to all-

today went 3 hses for visiting.. xiao zhu's, butcher's and raq.. quite fun.. had alot of fun time in raq's hse trying to play with her 2 yrs old sis... pork, xiao hua, juli, odie were there too! and odie was so excited abt the present raq gave for her coming bdae.. amusing how this gal actually yearn to see but yet keep to the promise of not opening it till e day..

2005-02-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

HE KNOWS MY NAME

I have A Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in His hands

CHORUS:
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And hears me when I call

I have a father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

CHORUS

CHORUS

And hears me when I call
And hears me when I call
Yes,He knows my name

love this song alot alot.. so meaningful.. someone who knows me very well... haha.. copy this from someone's blog... gee..

Happy new yr!

2005-02-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! happy lunar new yr! so fun got a week off from sch.... but..... when go back to sch can prepare for tests le! jia you everyone!

suddenly missed alot of ppl.. frens in GB, e-grp, and sch! thanks for giving me so many wonderful yrs.. may this yr be a great yr too! thank God for making our path meet!

hi all!

2005-02-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

hi.. finally blogging again! haha..
this few weeks been busy... sch is fun... knew a gang of friends and they r very fun loving.. haha.. really thanks to u guys for making sch so fun for me.. haha joker yx.. :P

this mth celebrated xiao zhu de bdae.. hopefully she enjoyed it.. sorrie if u didnt expected the gift.. thot it will be fun.. will be wasted if u dun use.. went to beach and had great fun.. nv tried this out with them be4.. usually only goes to the beach with squash frens... not bad though this time round.. tanned myself.... :P look more even now... then bought drinks for her... ya... and did alot of funny things.. haha... though abit not well planned lah.. :P wish ya all the bestin ur result and ur plans k..